THE COMMUNITY OF RELAXERS

THE COMMUNITY OF RELAXERS 070801 10:35 This title is for us who relax.

140801 03:48 I bot a cassette of relaxation but found it not lug-punched, so I did so as to prevent the unrelaxing experience of erasing a relaxing tape inadvertantly, dammit.

150801 21:36 I am trying to relax in spite of the truck that takes away illegally parked cars pouring fumes into the air here and it also comes around early in the morning but this is not my apartment but something should be done; anyway, so as to relax in spite of the car alarm from around the corner I turned on also on this desk the radio with Bach as I should have done anyway as well as in the other room, so you see, something paradoxical and/or serendipitous can be achieved if one chooses to go against the forces opposing one´s relaxing, (sometimes one can). But of course sometimes one must suffer stoically merely---at least try to choose. cf my section “Territory Therapy”.

071001 0306 Consider the quiet in a city and the multitudes sleeping at three o´clock in the morning, But it is Saturday, night to Sunday. But it is quiet here, except for the clicking of the keyboard under my finger-nails, and the hum of the computer fan. and the sliding of my plastic jacket over the surfaces of the desk, and of course my breathing.

071001 2346 Some food for me is as good as even Bill Gates could get, but he might get better quality --- tomatoes with salt and mayo on bread --- corn on cob boiled --- bell peppers --- tails of cray-fish --- bread home baked by my dear friend --- salt-free butter --- Norwegian “Jakop” cupcakes, with nostalgia from when had with my daughter when child --- lettuce with apple vinegar and olive oil --- excellent icecream --- my favorite espresso drinks --- peanuts --- potato chips --- french fries --- tuna, mayo, bread. Ah yes, and slices of excellent smoked salmon.

torsdag 15. november 2001 03:17 I am listening to (CD) Violet Gordon Woodhouse, who married on condition that that horrible act she was horrified to discover to be the norm be not done to her. But she was (1871-1948) a great harpsichord-player. It is a special sort of relaxing to listen to old non-hi-fi recordings of gorgeous music played superbly, altho by a nut.