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THEM 130701 19:27

THERE ARE SOMEWHERE, others.

250701 16:18 Of course we imagine that somewhere are folks like me who are waiting for me to confirm them.

260701 02:45 I imagine THEM as if in pizza joints in Boston Massachusetts at college or high school, or coffee shops like the 47 Mt Auburn in Cambridge, or Elsie´s where for some reason I have not yet figured out I could not keep myself from shamefully insulting a friend or myself some decades ago, in the past where lurk THEM.

140801 01:41 Of course, I must fear the re-entry into my living, of those thems I had gladly avoided lo these many decades, if I mention them in any way, even anonymously, so to speak, by way of telling you all of my past experiences among THEM.

071001 0313 Where are they? The vast thoughts accompanying recollection then while I was familiar with THEM accompany now my current recollection of then meeting with them currently then, associated with my preoccupation with thoughts separate from THEM altho in such rapid sequence that they were in effect simultaneous (or perhaps were actually simultaneous) and I now remember that “simultaneity” of the thoughts I associated with being currently then in company regularly with THEM. It is this not being a chimpanzee that thrills me about Lawrence Durrell. The wine-press of thought.

0400 I wandered frustrated thru Greenwich Village in Manhattan, then in my frustrated youth, surrounded by literature and those who loved literature, but separated from pleasure of the genital sort, altho the literature was genitalistic. But it was this frustration that drove most of us into the arms of frustration incarnate, while others, like me, wandered listless in the lovely sensuous evenings and long car-traffic-buzzing nights of our sinking youthful hormones, waiting for a simultaneous splashing tide to carry us forward out of our limitted bodies and frustrated lives bound by the literature of exploded frustration of unattainable absolute pleasure only .

torsdag 25. oktober 2001 22:09 Are the people on tv real? If so, how --- in what sense? When (on Fox tv ) Gingrich says do not attack Saddam , since if he menaces us we can smash him like we smashed Japan (Newt nuking), and the guy from the left (Colmes) who is usually reasonable says in effect that Gingrich is correct, are they all nuts, or are they Lego people? Anyway, the problem with Newt has always been his manifest lack of intelligence --- half baked educated fool. cf my page “Auntenna” onsdag 14. november 2001

04:55 I remember David´s loft in the lower east side of Manhattan then, and am sorry I ruined their fish net by using it to catch my pet bird.